Twinkle twinkle... who's it shining?

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/23/2004 10:33:00 PM

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* Wednesday, July 14, 2004 *

back~ today haf chi 'O' oral lo..actualli xin4 xin1 man3 man3 go wan..budden the conversation part ar..too gan jiong liao den forgot to talk more..wa piangz!! jia lat le..too gan jiong..y will??!!! haix!! den today after the oral so sian..everybody go home liao..den stay in school play soccer lo..play awhile bth den go play volleball..haha..den back to soccer again..den play till the sky rain mao2 mao2 yu3 den i decide to go home nor..

back at home..as usual..bath le..den do smth else den watch tv again lo..watch till 8 den go eat..den today was a special day again..*she* msg me..den ask mi smth lo..haha.. ask me whether i wud patch with her ma..den i say will..budden she say she scare *SHE2* will wat..den i say wun de..after tat she ask again den i agree to patch with her lo.. realli tink tat the choice i pick is right..cos i tink if tis time still wun chang2 jiu3 den i becum monk le.haha..no la..jk nia..will temporary mai stead 1st..study le,work as a air force pilot le den find a ger to guo4 my xia4 ban1 bei4 zhi3..lols!! i wanna be a jet plane PILOT!!!!

den after she msg me,i online lo..den talk to her a while..den she call mi..chat chat a while,den hang up le..so now here am i..updating my blog,and missing her too..

P.S:though i wun promise to love u 1314 & 3344 but i will love u with all my heart when im having u!! I LOVE U!! *HuGz*

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/14/2004 10:13:00 PM

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* Tuesday, July 13, 2004 *

boo~haix.. sianz..tink later not online le..gonna mug for my school work and read more chi eh thingy le..cos TML is chi 'O' eh oral le..hopefully dun be too diff ba..haix..tis few days veh stress..dunno wat can i do abt it..realli hope everything's gonna be over!!esp 'O' level ba..kin kin kin.. faster finish den get good marks den bye bye!!hahaha..=x..hopefully la..lols!!kinda moody tis few days..thx to lynn,xav,cheryl,ong,shawn and si hao..they made me feel stress-free..jus hope tat i'll be better..cos i tink my attitude coming again..jus dun wanna let my attitude cum..haix!!maybe too stress le..realli hope can leave to a place where nth's there..den so can relax relax..haha..budden is impossible de..cos study is important now..so cannot pon tang de wor..haha..wanna mug for the thing tat i miss during lesson le..today..nth special happen..jus tat some BIG OFFICIALS from Korea cum to our school to haf a visit..den was like..wa..REALLI BIG SIA!!!haha..the tao of them still wear xi zhuang sia!! after school at lao di fang lo.. e5 gang as usual..they PK..i see..den was like..wth..can 1 day mai pk??den nv decide going anywhere so back i came den play awhile CS den cum write blog le.. haix!!STRESS!! -L.E.O

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/13/2004 05:08:00 PM

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* Monday, July 12, 2004 *

back le..ytd nv update blog cos my feel is like so fucked up lo..knn..jus feel fan,stress and realli dun feel like talking lo..alot of prob coming in the way,knn.. how i wish i got the ability to lose all the stuff in my mind!!hear abt the so called "lied" in cheralyn blog..knn.who the fuck say wan??i noe who r u den u bloody knn dun let mi noe..or else i'll fuck ur mum upside down inside out!!..knn!!ccb!! not every1 can be trusted in te fucking world!!damn fed up lo.. ccb..tink my own fren is more trustworthy ba.. but to cher:'wadever u wanna believe jus believe lo..i've got nth to say..' fuck tat bloody kuku..ruin my perfect day.. ..|.. to u!!kan ur mum!! ccb!!

today!!fucking sianz!!at school kip wanna fall asleep..haha..den go toilet many times and use water cooler eh water wash face..WAH!!damn song ar!!haha..budden seems no use..after a while den zzz..hybernation mode again..lols!! going to after school was the most ideal time!!cos after school le ma..den after school,stay at our lao di fang.. PK again..den was like..wa..sianz.. so later decide to play soccer..went to the so called 'nan chiau' there got songka..wa lau..there the ppl 1 by 1 die wan..continuous songka wan..=x.. soli soli!! haha..den went to another place near ong kia hse..injured!! suay!! knee got cut,bleeding..den still let the luo han sihao headbutt at the back of the head..lols!!so suay today.. bwg!! den after tat go home le lo..den home i went,nth to do..nth to eat oso..so decide to watch tv den do hmwk den cum online update my blog lo..read other ppls blog..den was like..wa..sad,with anger,normal.. aiyo..jus hope everythings alrite for every1..hopefully to myself too.. thx for e5 gang to mke me back to myself again!! ai si ni men le!!wahahha..hope tat i will get out of probs free and hopefully..dun wanna hear ppl ka lan jiao wei again!! haix!!

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/12/2004 09:36:00 PM

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* Saturday, July 10, 2004 *

Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
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today..ta hui lai le..lols!!today..as per normal..wake up den rot..lols!!hahaha..today oso guai eh..doing many housework seh!!lols!!budden today oso nth much to talk about lo..later going fishing..lols!! @ ECP(east coast park)lols!! i'll enjoy.. *still missing u*

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/10/2004 03:32:00 PM

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* Friday, July 09, 2004 *

FLYING HIGH---DC-10

It's night, you gotta be the fly
flying to the lamp, burning her little chances in the light.
She'll never learn to bite, but for now you cannot fight
and you're here to do it tight, burn your wings now and cry

Time is passing by, you gotta make it through the night
until the morning you say "Goodbye, for now darling."
Maybe you will come back, on another day you'll do that
Go away with the wind, it takes you now

[Chorus]
We are flying high,
saying farewell would be a lie
There's no need tonight to spend a sleepless lonely night
We are flying high,
There's no way to say goodbye
You're denying, why?
I'll be back and then you'll be mine

Long time passed to do that and you plainly got a chance to be my mistress, you had to go.
If you want to fly on, please drop out before fall, waiting for the last call, and you never say no

[chorus]

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today..good??lesson seems kinda short..enjoy studying today..smth funny happen toay..suppose the last period shld be english and is mrs gibson lesson..she step into 4n2 class..jus opposite my class..den she walk out,every1 of us get back to our sit den we turn and saw her walking away to the canteen..LOLS!!! no english!!!WO~!!!

after school,we went to compass point BK study..(study sia..wanna be hardworking for my 'O's le!!)den do maths,learn bout A-maths as monday is the coming test le..after tat,went to library with shawn and cheryl..after tat went home le lo..

at home,nth to do again..so watch tv..den finish le,now online..lols!!nth to do..so write 1 post so later need not write le..lols!! going to train CS le.. see today got form or not lo..lols!! *miss ya*

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/09/2004 08:16:00 PM

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* Thursday, July 08, 2004 *

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feelin of kisses
I can say i'm truly happy till this day
You've made me Thank our God i live my life everyday
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think there's something I should probadly let you know
With everyday that i spend with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I love you boy yes i do
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

today woke up late..so nv go skool..song budden miss lesson and means i shld work harder to get to noe wat i miss today..den whole day at home nth to do..so online till now from morning lo..haix..so sianz!! nth to do..so write today eh post so early.. tink i gonna offline soon le.. *miss ya*

-decO_7 ^^ wished upon a star at 7/08/2004 04:33:00 PM

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